Buzzed The Net

Tomorrow i start my first day of college. Even tho i cant stand school i cant wait to go, Mainly because i have not been in school for about a year now cause i got kicked out in 12th grade but still graduated. But now i am up in Albany and all the kids are back up here for the semester and its the most fun i have ever had in my hole life. I love that i moved up to Albany i suggest that every kid goes away for school when the graduate high school.

You start to notice a lot of thing when you get older. I seem notice things that i all ways knew about as a little kid but i never understood why we did it in life or why it was done. Let take school. I for one hated school so much more then any kid until 12th grade, and it was not until i went to my cousins house the other day and he has 4 little kids, I just said to my self he probably can not wait until they start school. And that got me thinking, why my mom made sure i got on that school bus every single day, And now that i think about it she did it because she knew that if i got on that bus i was no longer he problem for 6 hours Haha. Do not get me wrong i know my mother loves me more then any one in this world but i know when i am older and have kids, I am gonna want that 6 hours of freedom. I know i have a lot more to learn about life being that i am only 18, I look forward to every second of it.

Well summer is half way done. It may not seem like that to all you students going back to high school, But for me and my friends we are off to collage! As much as i want to move to Albany and start my new life i also do not want to leave Port Jeff. If you know me you be suprised to hear that cause every one knows i hate Port Jeff, But lately things have been turning around and getting better, We do not do the same stuff every day and my new girl friend makes things more fun. But still that is not going to stop me from moving to Albany cause i am more excited to move there then any thing, My brother loves it up there and so will I.

Summer Has started in my town. Even tho summer is not a big thing to me since i have been kicked out of school since October, only different thing is the heat. But in a way it is a lot more fun since all my friends do not have to be home at such an early hour. I am done with all my tests and graduating the 29th :-). And then my Year is off to the Hamptons for Lots of fun.

Depression is a horrible thing. One id never want any one to ever go through it like I feel I have been lately.  I think its the town i live in. Every one wants to do the same thing for fun which is drink or smoke pot or do some type of stupid drug. That reason right there is why i am moving to Albany New York… Out of Port Jefferson Long Island, NY. My brother seemed to go through the same type of roadbumps as me i was told but some times i do not think it is ever any were as close as mine is. But any way i am due to move there some time after i graduate.. So any time after june i cane go up there and start my college life. But the past few weeks i have been meeting new people that make me want to stay but at the same time they make me want to leave more then ever. Mainly Girls haha.

I Feel Like my Life will eventually make a great book, you know the kind of book that you do not want to put down. Except at this point it would be just Blank…Cause i have no idea what is going to Happen at this point of my life.